Ive been away forever, I know. And its not likely to get better. SORRY! I LOVE YOU ALL!
Anyway, I'm amazingly content right now. I'm thinking back on Snowball and how amzing it was and how happy it made me and how I'm still trying to live the ideals and everything. nd I'm not doing homework, which I should do, but I've got a late start tomorrow, so whatEVER! haha, and I'm talking to a really sweet girl. I wish she had more time to hang out, I'd really like to get to know her better, but I WILL see her this friday, which is nice.

Anyway, I'm done with my idle chatter. Ive been writing nonsense, but hopefully I'll get a chance to post it soon.

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!

Stress will kill me. So, I can't join symphonic strings (the really cool elite orchestra within my orchestra) even though I made it, because I don't have time. And I have to keep my shitty fucking Engingeering Physics class because i don't know how a Teacher's Assistant position will look on a college application. AND apparently my mother's form of helping me deal with stress is too repeat everything Ive already said in a different order and make me feel guilty about making any decision. So, basically, I'm sort of melting down and I'm what, 4 days into the school year? Yea, this is gonna be great. AND lily isnt in my fucking Architecture class, so I'm all depressed cuz I miss her. And basically... fuck oppurtunity costs. (Yea, I'm in Econ.) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




I want a hug.

My letter from GhettoDaveyHavok is R (like a pirate, yay! )

so i have to write 10 things I like(in no particular order) that start with the letter
R:

1- RASBERRIES of course its food first

2-RAIN in the summer

3-RIDING MY BIKE when my brother doesn't steal it!!!

4-RAMBLING TO FRIENDS so then I was like...

5-RANDOMNESS w00t!! So yanow trains?

6-READING books, comics, magazines, the backs of cereal boxes...

7-REMEMBERING SOMETHING SPECIAL

8-R.E.M. the band and the sleep ^.^

9-RELAXING with friends, by myself, with a good book, whatever

10-"R! I'M A PIRATE" hee hee

11(my family cuz my last name starts with r! heehee im sneakysneaky)


I WILL GIVE LETTERS IN EXCHANGE FOR COMMENTS!!



In other news though, I'm leaving at 1am friday and won't be back for a little while (well I will but not in computer range) so I hope to have lots of yummy comments and deviations awaiting me (and I hope to get my butt in gear and post my stuff!) when i return!!!!

i have a million things to post, theyre all upstairs though
on another note- i want to start something based on the song lola. interesting?

I needed to update. rejoice and be glad for you are alive.